TRUE LOVE...

today is another day.as i sat by the window wondering about stupid things,i asked myself what i really want in life.many people will answer,i want to finish up my studies,get a good job and FINALLY get marry or in other terms "settle down".people answer that question that way and ended it up at the married part.does everyone rily think getting married is the way to settle things down? i have a big doubt on it.in fact,i'm starting to wonder is there such fact dat we have been guarantee to marry our TRUE LOVE instead of a jerk? how can everyone be so sure when they get married.i mean,how on land when they said the magical words 'i do' they seems to b so sure about their decision? i mean,come on.i need the answer.in my life,i've been in a serius relationship with some guys and i never ever had a 'feeling' about me getting married with anyone of them.i'm worried if i wont be able to feel that forever.its stupid when they say,i'm saying this bcoz i never been in love with that so called true love.that is bullshit.when i fall in love with my exes,i love them deeply.in fact, i once said to syafiq that i noe he's my true love bcoz..bcoz..ok.stop it right there.ok.i'm running out of idea to do somemore obiter dictum about this crap.i'm writing this bcoz,my sister and her future husbad will going enggagement this May.They have been in a relationship for TEN-LONG-YEARS. i'm happy they are finally getting marry.congratulations all.

omg it's getting worse..i dunno how am i going 2 survive in diz fucking hell which is full of fake person..i hate most of d ppl here..last day is d worse day of my life in kuantan.my stupid day strtd at 11.00am.i woke up without prfmg my solat subuh.my stupid class starts at 9.i ws struggling on my bed 2 get up 4 about 20 min.all bcoz of d lack of sleep.i tdo at 3 am last nite..i was so tired,restless n my mind juz cant stop thgkg about HOME.i dunno y i'm so feaking homesick rite now.after d class,we went back 2 home..on the way..i.m with alin was xcdnt at jalan wong ahjang...shit....bad day....

citer smalam...pas balik kelas kat IKIP3

semalam aku ader kelas pengajian Malaysia kat ikip 3...pg tuh ok ler lg....balik kelas alin ajak pg teman hantar laptop dier kat teman bela laptop la....aku pun pg la...dh settle sume...aku ajak lak si alin pg teman aku pg celcom...mase tgh jalan nih....kitorg bertembung plak dgn kete yg si uncle cine ni bwk...HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.....terkejut siot....pranggggggggggg........dushhhhhhhhh....akhirnyer kitorg pun jatuh la...sakit seh...tak leh bgn aku...uncle tuh terus bwk kitorg pg spital...aku kena x-ray lg....tp nasib baik tak injured dgn teruk....kalau tak nak berjawab plak ngan mak aku....skang bengkak2 jerk dan lebam2 jerk...2 ari mc aku....